be my ears and hear me sing

2010-02-28T05:41:00.000-08:00

test +test+test+test :) my life is perfect

2010-02-27T05:48:00.000-08:00

在以碎掉的心里，我隐约看到了另一个灿烂的心的诞生。

2010-02-24T03:56:00.001-08:00

sometimes, i hate sitting beside you. bearing with your GL-ness and your stupid attitude. whats wrong with you? dont you know that its the people around you who suffer?i feel like puking sitting beside you. feel like slapping you right at your face and roll my eye. why cant you be more considerate and think about people beside you? i know your stupd secret and you dont know i know. what? love no border? i think that is bullshit. just change your GL attitude la. you suck

2010-02-23T01:39:00.000-08:00

PART 1 of my school life

a girl in school keep staring and her. AND i STARED BACK !! but what i really want to do is point my middle finger at her and asked her" what is the problem with you?" NEXT, i am going to roll my eye and walk away .

2010-02-09T05:37:00.001-08:00

YAY!!! steamboat with girls tomorrow :)

2010-02-09T02:03:00.001-08:00

i think liang wei is irritating.

(Like)

2010-02-08T06:57:00.001-08:00

i dont like _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ players. i think they suck.

2010-02-07T03:37:00.001-08:00

my aunt is being a bit*h

2010-02-04T03:55:00.000-08:00

is this coffee or tea?

is this tea or coffee?

2010-01-31T04:11:00.000-08:00

no esther, chengyan and me are definitely not tring to squeeze your head. No !!

2010-01-30T04:35:00.000-08:00

three eveil things in me

i feel like slapping those kids who run around the shopping centre like some idiot.
i feel like going in between those couples who kiss in public and stare at them
i feel like pulling the hair of those girls who let their hair down after school ]

its not that evil right??

2010-01-29T05:19:00.000-08:00

i hate it when people lie to me. if i ever find out that you lied, i will never ever forgive you.

2010-01-28T05:39:00.000-08:00

i love to see your smile and i love to hear your laughter. be there for me, will you?

2010-01-27T03:01:00.001-08:00

from young, i dreamt to become a doctor or laywer. but now, i just hope to have a good night sleep

*yifan posting in tired mode*

2010-01-26T02:34:00.000-08:00

i think i am going to spent my night with PRISC again.

2010-01-25T06:32:00.000-08:00

be my ears and hear me sing. i love myself and i love me

2010-01-20T02:41:00.000-08:00

i think i am going to spent more time posting. :)

2010-01-19T06:04:00.001-08:00

suddenly, i dont feel liek playing badminton...

2009-12-31T21:01:00.001-08:00

bintan is like damm good. thumbs up

2009-12-24T19:17:00.000-08:00

thanks girls for the birthday surprise, i enjoyed myself yesterday. The surprise, the presents and all the laughter we shared. i love you girls. you all are always the first to celebrate my birthday and the ones that know what i want :) YELLOW STUFF<3

i <3 you all. hah

* thanks esther for the mini vaccum too.

2009-12-23T04:34:00.000-08:00

maybe knowing you, talking to you, fighting with you and ignoring you, are fate./

2009-12-22T04:59:00.001-08:00

5 more days to my birthday. i demand presents for those who read this. <3 :)

2009-12-21T03:09:00.000-08:00

Things that ruined my life:

~feeling like shit nowadays. i dont know why and i dont know what the F is happening.

~my ''best friend" came and visited me on friday and today is the fourth day. i hope she will go away soon.

~my sister is being a B and i swear i am going to fart in front of her later.

~my mum went holiday with her friends and i have to wash and dry my whole family clothes.

~i stayed home for one whole freaking day

~i hope someone will ask me out but no one did.

~my plants in happy farm was kena stolen by my friends.

~i am hungry and i need my DINNERRRR !!

~i never eat Seoul garden for like x1234567890 years (i hope prisC and sharon will accompany me for Seoul garden lunch on wednesday)

<3 myself x1234567890

2009-12-20T05:43:00.001-08:00

i swear i am going to burp in front of my sister's face laterrr.

2009-12-18T02:40:00.000-08:00

i <3 badminton camp :)

damm tiring but its better than OBS. so much better :) but the food sucks. did physical like crazy, match like crazy.

i hope we can have badminton camp again:>

2009-12-14T23:48:00.001-08:00

feeling tired. have i tried all these for nothing? just a few words and my dream shattered.

2009-12-14T04:41:00.000-08:00

wtf ?

2009-12-11T19:36:00.000-08:00

i need a hug to survive.

* i hope sharon will return the library book soon.

WHAT TO DO?

2009-12-11T03:48:00.001-08:00

hate it when someone ruin my perfect friday night. what to do?

his my brother. what to do?

his fist is bigger than mine. what to do?

blood is thicker than water. what to do?

Ans: stay in my own room and pretend i am the only child.

2009-12-09T05:27:00.000-08:00

in love with Autumn's Concerto.

2009-12-08T04:13:00.000-08:00

someone show me a picture of a hot or hot model. i dont think he is hot.

* i perfer my mature guy *wink* i swear i am going to dream of him tonight. haizz.. miss him

2009-12-07T04:57:00.000-08:00

why i keep thinking about you? i miss you.

i am so dark now.

2009-12-06T04:00:00.001-08:00

you are such a handsome guy.

2009-12-06T02:31:00.001-08:00

i am going training tomorrow !! :>

i am eating mac tomorrow :> seaweed shaker fries !!

2009-11-29T04:16:00.001-08:00

going for obs camp tomorrow. i am excited

2009-11-28T02:35:00.000-08:00

Seriously orange, get your facts right first before you even said that training is not planned when coach is not around. Coach told me what to do the day before and i was just carrying out his plan. so if you do not know anything. shut your crap up. you are the one who dont want to train so do not blame me, do not blame the doubles player and do not blame the team. if everything is not planned, how come you are the only one who didnt get to train while others get to train? stop contradicting yourself. singles players were left out? are you sure? i did asked you to go play but you are the one who give me some JB. if you are so great, you will be the CAPTAIN not me.

things needed for camp

2009-11-28T02:22:00.000-08:00

sweets
shampoo
fbt shorts
bag

ME

2009-11-27T06:16:00.001-08:00

always in my own world.

2009-11-25T00:13:00.000-08:00

outing without yifan ( yes )

bbq without prisC ( yes )

______ without sharon ( still planning )

______ wihtout prisY ( still planning )

2009-11-23T19:46:00.000-08:00

damm irritated by a girl. she is like so so so soooooo irritating. feel like slapping her face.

feeling hungry :>

2009-11-23T03:14:00.000-08:00

2009-11-22T02:19:00.001-08:00

i dont really feel like talking to you now. sometimes talking to you make me wonder did i make the right choice? i spent countless of nights thinking of this question and i realised that its impossible between us.

having fever :(

2009-11-21T05:32:00.000-08:00

mofu is MY word .

zahbm is also my word.

sick.

2009-11-20T22:32:00.000-08:00

having sore throat. i think watermelon will help.

2009-11-20T21:33:00.001-08:00

Helllo !

2009-11-20T03:35:00.001-08:00

happybirthday kimkee!!

(birthday boy :>)

althought today did not really turn out well but just to let you know i will always be beside you. ( dont be too touch ) :) love you. muacks

2009-11-19T07:04:00.000-08:00

ya you !

seriously like i care? shouldnt even go for the first meeting <3

2009-11-17T21:44:00.001-08:00

~system error~

2009-11-17T04:49:00.000-08:00

i hate me.

the Nua-ness inme.

2009-11-16T23:02:00.000-08:00

lazy tuesday afternoon.

staying home and nua !

the nua-ness in me

love this song

2009-11-16T02:15:00.000-08:00

我寫的每一首歌

写一首好歌需要的时间很多
写一首自我给我三分钟不啰嗦
你说我偷歌我问为什么
我如何唱出我的无可奈何
你不喜欢我随便你讲些过错
我只想唱歌表达一下我
什么都没说怎么冤枉
我歌唱得不好我会努力改过
我写的每一首歌都是很认真的
如果我是个男生我会更勇敢的
鸡仔声也想唱歌因为这是天生的
我写的歌唱出我了
歌声很难听但是不要闭上眼睛
歌词的意义表达我的心
想唱给你听真实的心情
努力唱到下一个黎明
想唱给你听真实的心情
努力唱到下一个黎明

2009-11-16T01:38:00.000-08:00

me hate me

2009-11-15T06:08:00.000-08:00

i hate myself for being a bitch.
i hate myself for doing and saying stupid things, which doesnt seems to be me.
i feel unimportant. i hate this feeling. stupid me.

dont like you.

toche

2009-11-14T21:22:00.000-08:00

awesome saturday. We are called touche.

2009-11-13T01:03:00.001-08:00

i am so excited.

( YOUTHQUAKE )

day without prisy

2009-11-12T04:12:00.001-08:00

By Germaine

By rachelle

By' you know who'

ya. you know

this is what happen to my body.

2009-11-11T02:09:00.000-08:00

last warning to prisC. stop hitting my fats. thanks :] love you

1st choice: G
2nd choice:JC

2009-11-10T16:38:00.000-08:00

In people mountain people sea, you are the only one who can make me smile you are the only one who make me feel important.

why are you so nice and make me think of you? hate you

long post.

2009-11-10T03:41:00.000-08:00

higher chinese is finally over. *sign*relieve* . went to physics spa after HMT paper. and managed to skip it with sharon. its running quite heavily. guess whose that idiot who fell in the bus today? ya you are right.

/GBM\

2009-11-09T02:22:00.000-08:00

you are my one and only:) feel good after messaging with you.

_|_

2009-11-09T02:10:00.000-08:00

hope sharon and prisY will get better soon.

tomorrow is chinese olevel and i am so scare. pardon me.

2009-11-08T03:09:00.000-08:00

someone owe me something. you know who you are and you BETTER return me :)

ITEM LOST:
shandong tai shan shirt

:)

2009-11-08T03:01:00.000-08:00

okay, three more test to go. amath, chinese olevel and physics spa. good luck yifan

going to cut hair on thursday? i think? straight away after physics spa. cut away all my troubles. hah.

x_x . bitch ( full-stop)

SPY

2009-11-07T05:34:00.000-08:00

its going to be fun. but we have to wait till she come back.

we are called th SPY !

judgement.

2009-11-06T05:03:00.000-08:00

~i overslept today

~you have the right to say, you have the right to think but you have no right to judge me cause its my way of living.

~why do people tend to think that they are right when they haven never get the facts right? come on la, no brain?

~WHATS YOUR PROBLEM? you have been giving me some damm shit attitude there few days. shit , i feel like slapping your face.

~ i want to get the mac monopoly stickers!

2009-11-03T15:20:00.000-08:00

can the school allow me to sleep tight for just one day? i have been waking up 7.00 in the morning and i am still doing that everyday. amen. pardon them

QNS

2009-11-02T01:43:00.000-08:00

Qns for the day:

1) why is the cheese fries salty?

ans: because they put too much salt

2)how to point middle finger in front of a person without he/she knowing?

ans: pretend that you are adjusting your specs.

3)why sharon is willing to accompany yifan when she is looking for books?

ans: she needs yifan's library card.

:)

FOLLOW UP

2009-11-01T17:05:00.000-08:00

sharon won one game of CHUA DAI DI. and she is very proud of herself.

TO SHARON:

OH WOW THAT WAS SO AMAZING!!! ITS A MIRACLES. QUICK, GIVE YOURSELF A PAT ON THE SHOULDER. YOURE A SMART GIRL WOOHOO.

:)

2009-10-31T23:47:00.001-07:00

awesome shit. yesterday was 'muacks' . we will have fun soon.

good job sharon. you finally know how to play tai ti !

2009-10-31T23:47:00.000-07:00

awesome shit.

good job sharon. you finally know how to play tai ti !

2009-10-30T18:50:00.001-07:00

wait till you hear me sing

Saturday

2009-10-30T05:35:00.000-07:00

prisY: camera and mat

friendly reminder

whats life without you three?

2009-10-28T04:29:00.001-07:00

whats life without you three :) love three of you till heaven and earth meet.

PC
i hate people who says smthg ridiculous for no reason.... as if he'll ever be smart enough. DISGUSTING
Mon at 7:01pm ·

B
hehe welcome :DDDD
Mon at 8:36pm ·

PC
MY PLEASURE DOUCHEBAG :> STAY AWAY FROM MY FRIEND
Mon at 11:21pm ·

SK
ha ha i think benny was replying yifan.......but anyway hi benny yifan is not an idiot ok
4 hours ago ·

B
she is to me :O she cheated my feelings to another place :< hoiyo relax la you all, fanfan is my junior in badminton. so fierce :< i'll rmb that 'STADIUM' thing hor fanfan. cheat my feeling + time + money. :(
4 hours ago ·

SK
look who's talking 'she cheated my feelings to another place :<'
4 hours ago ·

SK
fanfan y u cheat benny's feelings............
4 hours ago ·

PY
Hey benny. I think it's wrong of you to insult such a nice person like yifan without considering her feelings. I absolutely detest such a character. I'm sure that you would be able to swallow your pride and apologise.
59 minutes ago ·

B
RELAXXX LA JOKING

love three of you (heart heart heart) !

this conver is kind of like :ahlian+normal+professional.

haizsx, blessed to have them around me. i bet he damm F888 up now.

2009-10-27T00:12:00.000-07:00

i am so F888 - up as i spent 1 hr creating a new blog for badmitnon team but failed. slap myself.

maggie for lunch:) onion chicken

2009-10-26T03:19:00.000-07:00

Dare to dream

Action

Determination

coach taught me this today. thanks. you are the (not so) best coach:)

Thanks for everything :)

2009-10-26T03:13:00.000-07:00

i feel good after having lunch with the gals :) love you.

thanks sharon for callng him.
thanks prisC for giving the name ( taten what ? )
thanks prisY for stoping all this. :)

badmitnon was like okayyyyyyyy. imagine three weird people chasing for one shutter. hiazsx. i gave up.

thanks prisY for teaching me some poker cards game but seriously i dont get it.

i gave up. stop thinking about you. :0

FOR YOU

2009-10-23T22:13:00.000-07:00

swimming. anyone?

i bet PrisC is somewhere out there right now begging her mum to buy whatever shit you call that camara or but nevermind i dont care maybe i should post the recording online maybe i can use it for my alarm tone too scary feeling down i hope someone can cheer me up i realised that i am such a good friend i realised that i have reach the ultimate level of GL-ness i am wearing school T now and the weather is like WOOHOOO so hot i am irritated by my sister coach wanted me to go for cell group i ate guo tiao tang for lunch i am drinking coke i hate you :)

SHITNESS IN ME

2009-10-23T04:23:00.000-07:00

its just me ME. i guess i think too much or something. its impossible. i need a guy to love me right now :( i hate him. i am feeling so desperate now.

no motivation, nothing. feeling like shit. i hope badmintnon can make me stop thinking about everything.

i hope xiiao fun can cheer me up :>

ALONE

2009-10-23T03:18:00.000-07:00

alone :( anyone willing to go home with me someday?

EXAM !

2009-10-22T05:25:00.000-07:00

the battle is not over yet. thats what the teacher say. but who cares? i am already in holiday mood. :>

i rock my own life \m/

CONTINUE RUNNING

2009-10-21T04:39:00.001-07:00

continue running as you will not know where its going to led you to
continue running as you still progress
continue running as life still carries on
continue running as you are still living in this world.

p/s there is a comment button below :) ( for baoer if she reads this )

Battle

2009-10-20T04:13:00.000-07:00

wake up yifan ! you are fighting a battle tomorrow. so wake up and stop sleeping.

maybe its good to be blind sometimes trying hard to ignore everything that is happening around me pretending that nothing happen we are still the same old people but now with different thinking you might find it alright but i felt that we have drifted apart.

badminton tomorrow. train hard yifan you can do it. yifan's twin brother yifun trust her that she can do it.

Sunburn

2009-10-19T03:27:00.000-07:00

sunburn after sentosa :) but i had fun joy and laughter.

2009-10-18T16:50:00.001-07:00

tired. going sentosa with teammate later. will be back around 3 :)

BBQ

2009-10-16T08:00:00.000-07:00

okay. for heartbeatzxs: lets enjoy ourselves without prisC again :)

xiiao fanny is here to save the day :)

2009-10-16T04:46:00.000-07:00

okay. my result suck as much as me. hate myself. maybe i should start studying all over again this holiday. no mood to post anymore, life sucks.

~having BBQ at amanda's house tomorrow
( i am gong to stuff myself with food and die )

~ having BBQ at pris.Yau house on sunday
( i am going to be fat but i dont mind ) ( i know prisC minds)

you suck :/ ( when i say you suck )( you realy suck )

2009-10-15T08:37:00.001-07:00

what the hell is MGX?

2009-10-15T05:51:00.000-07:00

i slept like a log today.

1 a.m to 11 a.m
4.30 p.m to 7 p.m

i think i need more sleep. i feel like shit now. i wasted my whole day again.

the stupidness in me

2009-10-14T09:41:00.000-07:00

why do you have to treat everyone the same? you very free and want to make more friends ah? retarded. L for loser. i am tired and i want to lead a better life without you around. i will delete you from my contacts and i want you to be out of my life forever and ever after.
i hope to be tanyifan again and not someone who live because she have to live. stop thinking too much and continue to lead my F life as me.
you suck. Suck like shit. worst than shit. this _l_ is for you. specially for you :) you idiot+asshole+loser+sucker+retarded+loser. say byebye. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-10-14T09:29:00.000-07:00

its like 12.34 now, and i am not tired.

;)

2009-10-14T08:14:00.002-07:00

steamboat in sharon's house was awesome \m/ damm good.

PrisY was like so lazy, that i have the peel prawns skin for her. okay peel.
Sharon ate alot.
Yunyi was being retarded.

i am too awesome.

p/s there is BBQ at bobla's house this sunday

2009-10-13T20:19:00.000-07:00

i dont feel like doing anything right now. i think i should just curl up in a corner and die.

2009-10-13T07:52:00.000-07:00

ingredients for steamboat:

~more than enough people
~sit in our seat long till its hot enough to cook eggs
~able to eat till we vomit and eat again

:) meeting PrisY at 3 tomorrow pls remember yifan

2009-10-12T01:05:00.001-07:00

countdown. 21 hours later, i will be free. 22 hours later, playing badmitnon with teammates. 26 hours later, party in shakinah's house. 46 hours later, steamboat at sharon's house !

i lurb my life. isnt it amazing?

p.s PrisC is being such a CBK. MO FU her !

Cells

2009-10-11T08:23:00.000-07:00

my brain just burst 2 mins ago. i can see my brain cell.

good night :)

2009-10-10T19:21:00.000-07:00

i had a dream last night.

i dreamt of me
~having a laptop
~getting A's for my end of year
~sleeping for one whole day
~eating and eating and eating and eating and eating without growing fat

:) \m/

2009-10-10T03:43:00.000-07:00

4 more days to steamboat at BB house !

Happy Birthday BB

2009-10-09T22:55:00.000-07:00

sucker you :)

happy birthday beautuful babe !

promise?

2009-10-09T22:42:00.002-07:00

can you promise that i will see you whenever i turn around? i hate being alone.

are you there?

2009-10-09T22:42:00.001-07:00

i hate my life my life sucks.

i am being such a wonderful friend, i know that. so shut up and shoo !

you make me wonder if i still have the courage to love. your words and every movement make me feel like steping another step closer to you. i miss you :(